| Probably part of why this is so painful |
[Dec. 3rd, 2009|08:59 pm] |
Our syllabus states that papers are expected to have around 250 words per page....I'm averaging somewhere around 350....I'm going to have to write an extra 1000 words for this essay.
Lame. sauce.
It's not really a big deal--except for the fact that this paper is slowly but surely killing my will to write. |
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[Dec. 1st, 2009|07:20 am] |
Dear Self,
I can't even describe how much I hate you right now. |
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| The worst part is... |
[Dec. 1st, 2009|07:01 am] |
I've gone through this hellish night, and I'm still not done with this stupid paper.
Cross your fingers that I get the extension, or even better a sudden burst of inspiration and a second wind.
I suck |
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[Dec. 1st, 2009|03:37 am] |
stupid frustration
stupid desk
stupid wrist
stupid ice pack
At least it doesn't hurt as much when I type.
2/12 pages finished.
*headdesk |
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| grrrargh |
[Nov. 30th, 2009|05:30 pm] |
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Thank you brain, I'm so glad that you decided to take a day off. That's incredibly helpful. |
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| Dear Self |
[Nov. 20th, 2009|02:00 pm] |
Way to go on your three weeks of fail.
If I've finally pissed of that professor, I swear I'm going to drop out of life. Like, tomorrow.
For now, I think I'm either going to knit something, or go try not to cry myself to sleep. That would only make this feeling worse. |
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| Hi roommates |
[Nov. 20th, 2009|11:02 am] |
So, that sore throat from yesterday isn't better. I'm not sure if I'm actually sick, or suffering from an ungodly allergy/stress/too little sleep/slight cold mash-up.
To be on the safe side, I'm staying here, in my personal room as much as possible today. Or the room with Daniel's bed in it.
I might have to come out to make soup.
and/or pity hot chocolate.
I suck, and let's hope that Professor Andrews still doesn't care about absences.
with love and absolutely no touching,
Alex |
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| EWWWWW |
[Nov. 7th, 2009|12:28 am] |
Remind me not to read comments on the internet...ever
I was looking at some photos of Mariah Carey, and all these jerks were commenting about what a "heffer" she is.....which is bad enough in and of itself, and I really wish that we could re-educate the American public about what "fat" actually means...but then this asshole said that she needs to "start popping out babies, or something".
FUCK. |
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[Nov. 4th, 2009|02:13 am] |
I feel full of yucky, and I don't know if I'm going to make it to thesis tutorial tomorrow.
Grarrrrgh |
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| all of a sudden... |
[Oct. 25th, 2009|09:05 pm] |
I feel hyper. I haven't had energy in about a week--most things have felt like a slog, and I've definitely been treading water when it comes to school work. But now I'm bouncing as I type, and trying to figure out a reading schedule for the rest of the night. It would be so nice to be able to finish things quickly; I don't want to pull an all-nighter tomorrow, and I'm really sick of feeling behind on my t-sis.
But first, sushi dinner.
Tuesday/wednesday ask me about the book cover that totally duped me, and how disappointed I am in this week's reading. |
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| Hey show |
[Oct. 23rd, 2009|02:54 am] |
Stop it, now.
You're being really stupid, and it would be great if you would stop.
First you were trying to make that completely unsympathetic guy out to be a victim of circumstance.
Now you're trying to act like divorce isn't cool---even though that poor lady is obviously being psychologically abused.
Oh good, now she's apologizing to him for leaving a situation in which he was getting violent.
You are A TERRIBLE example for women.
Stop It. NOW. |
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| Done |
[Oct. 19th, 2009|02:53 pm] |
Now I just have to write my paper, and get through tutoring tonight. Then I can sleep.
Slllllleeeeeeeeepppp goood. |
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[Oct. 15th, 2009|11:59 pm] |
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At least now I don't have to worry so much about not doing well on the GRE on Monday--I've already proved that I"m a dipshit. |
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[Oct. 15th, 2009|11:58 pm] |
I can't believe how very dumb I am
I think I might throw up.
For hours.
Yup.
Sounds good |
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| First I don't get to see the dinosaurs |
[Oct. 15th, 2009|11:05 pm] |
Then there's election drama (in which I'm trying to remember which stupid amendment specified the Fall election ballot additions)
and and....grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. I want to go back to Alaska |
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| Yay Obama |
[Oct. 9th, 2009|07:52 am] |
Dear Ravelry,
Never have I been so heartily ashamed of knitters.
Un-love,
Me.
Ps, everyone who keeps saying that the award is premature: READ A FUCKING ARTICLE ABOUT IT. I can tell that you've only heard about it from hearsay (or Fox News, but what's the difference at this point). Several Nobels have been awarded to encourage the recipient to keep moving in a certain direction. And yes, Obama certainly has changed international opinion about our shithole country--remember when Fox News was slamming him for going around Europe and the Middle East during the election, and how they kept mentioning that he was everybody's favorite american (as if that was derogatory)--- THAT's. WHAT. HE. WAS. Doing.
Back to my paper
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| Hey Self |
[Oct. 5th, 2009|05:48 pm] |
Remember how we're trying to be a cool, understanding girlfriend about this and not an uptight mess with low self esteem?
The Nightmares Are NOT Helping. |
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| Grrrrrrr--ouch, grouchy |
[Oct. 3rd, 2009|04:34 pm] |
So for the next few days, I'm probably going to be impossible: I have so much work due next week, I don't know when I'll find time to pee.
Sorry if this involves me being rude, avoiding conversations, or otherwise being a jerk. |
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| never again...until the next time |
[Sep. 18th, 2009|08:14 am] |
I'm so tired that I'm uncontrollably shivering. Which I'm reasonably used to--it's my bodies natural reaction to sleepiness.
The trouble swallowing...not so much.
I can't decide if two and a half hours sleep will make this better or worse.
Or if I have to guts to go to my early class without doing the reading. (can't...she'll definitely round-table us if I don't, plus it's the last day with this book).
I think my plan will be to get as much reading done as I can in 45min, then sleep for an hour and 20. It's close to a natural sleep cycle (hour 30) hopefully this will work.
I just don't want to throw up.
Bee tea dubs, (shut up, I'm sleepy) my pizza is so yummy, I don't even mind that it stayed in my mouth overly long while I tried to convince my body that swallowing was a perfectly reasonable response to chewing on food and there was no way my tummy is going to stop being angry hungry if I don't feed it. Work with me esophagus. Maybe after the nap we could try a whole two bites, kay? |
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